Last email from him

Dear,
 
I have thought long and hard since I got your email yesterday and realise how complex this is.
 
While I really like you and would like to get to know you better, the long distance between us makes that really hard and with few prospects to meet in the near future I do wonder where our relationship might go. I guess we could continue as we have been doing and take the chances to meet when we can, but I wonder if that is fair on either of us. As you know having a long distance relationship can get extremely frustrating and can distract from other things in your life.
 
So, extremely reluctantly, I think it would be better to end our relationship now so that we can both move forward knowing where we stand. I will miss you a lot, but I think it is the right decision and hope you will come to feel that too. You have meant a lot to me Zamri and I hope that at some point in the future our friendship can flourish again.
 
Take care baby.
 
Michael xoxoxo

Before the chapters ....

I'm thirthy years old gay men from Kuala Lumpur and currently working in United Arab Emirates. I first came here in May 7th, 2008. I'm not so sure what should I write here? everything about me is "not sure". Do i like to be here in Dubai? "I am not sure". Do i wants to go home? "not so sure about that". am i in a relationship? that is really a good question, actually that is the reason why i wanna blogging. Am i in relationship? no sure neither.

I met Micheal on line, from Fridae.com, about three years ago, he's in his early 50's, caucasian, originaly from scotland and running his website business about Opera. cut the story short i flew to Auckland last year in November to meet him and i found that he is a very gentle and caring person. i like him and admitted to him that i love him but it seems that he very comfortable with his current life which is travel on certain cheap airlines, wanting for discount for travelling, playing bridge and stuff that sometime make me is not important to him. for an instant i would travel to see him with any cost which i did and for the return he told me that he will come and visit me in Dubai in February 2011 but March is already comes to end and yet i havent not hear a word from him about coming to Dubai.

All i'm asking and wanting for this relationship is transparency, to be honest i never been into relationship and i don't know what kind of games that are involve in relationship? all i'm asking is to be love as a return i will give all my heart to him..

well this blog i will dedicate to my long distance relationship..and you guys who follow this will read lots of thing about me and my long distance relationship..and hopefuly the ends will be the "happy ever after" sort of thing.

lets the journey begins..